Revealing the Father's Heart

I had my first conference call with my team yesterday to get some of the details about my trip! The whole things still seems totally unreal to me. I keep having to remind myself that I am actually seriously going to Africa this summer. One of the questions I get a lot about my upcoming trip to Namibia is "What are you most excited for?" While I don't mind the question, for some reason it is really hard to answer it. Obviously there are a lot of little things that I am excited for but to be honest, I have no idea what to expect from the trip. Its interesting because I am the type of person that typically has high expectations, whether it is for certain situations, for those around me or for myself. Many times these expectations are not met and I find myself unsatisfied and disappointed. Psalm 62:5 says "Yes, my soul, find rest in God; my hope comes from him." The King James version uses the word expectation instead of hope. I know it is basic Bible teaching

When I was little we used to make what we called rocky roads, graham crackers with peanut butter and chocolate chips on them. Unfortunately, now that I am older I realize that rocky roads are not always pleasant and delicious. I guess that with God technically the rockiest of roads can be good, but I am not quite to that point yet! I am also beginning to realize how difficult blogging is, and my respect for people who can do it consistently is growing. Every time I feel like I should write a post I realize that I have no idea what to write it on! So anyways, here are a few updates as to what is going on in my life right now; the good, the bad and the rocky.  God is showing me that I can truly depend on him to provide for my needs. I know in my head that He will provide but it is different actually seeing it happen. I only need $1500 more to reach my goal! I am beginning to realize that if God tells you to do something he will help make sure that it happens! I am reminded that